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Sunday, January 31, 2010
Life is about choice.
Hey well, I think in life we gotta make some difficult choices and I can say, when you are not in that person's shoes, you do not actually feel how important it is. It just shows that the priorities and the importance of certain things in each of our lives are different :)
Ok, well, it just started off like this:
Problem no.1:
A few days ago I looked up over the internet and signed up for a free preview workshop for some courses at AKTLG and just sat for the WEALTH ACADEMY TRADER preview not long ago. I can tell you, for all those amatuer traders out there, definitely you do not know what is going on out there and who you are up against with. It's during that session with the bold and direct speaker, who dos not motivates you BUT WARNS you about how gray business can be and scare the wits our of you until the weak-hearted could wet their pants, WITH COLD HARD FACTS AND EVIDENSE. Right, well, if you don't believe me, can sit for it yourself, attend ALL the free previews they offer at AKLTG and you will know which one i sat for. It's free anyway ;)
Yet, I should say, that despite all the 101 bad things he warn us from gettig into such a business, i should say it's that very awareness he stirred in me that draws me closer into it. In Today's world, what we see around us is all BUSINESS. No matter where you go, where you hide, even if you don't believe and choose a corner to cry, that particular corner is even made up of a BUSINESS. So practically, why should i shy away? Why should I deny that everything around is is MONEY? Money is not everything, but MONEY SUPPORTS LIFE. I would be a fool if i were to pretent that 'Oh, it's immoral, against my ethics, I shoudl sty away."... But what you choose to avoid now, it will haunts you ack in the future. That's why i choose to face it, face-to-face :)
Just like i onc told a vey close friends, "If you know that something is around you and is happening and yet you choose to ignores it hoping it will go away one day, you are being STUPID and IGNORANT"
So, if one day something you tries to run away comes back to you again, what will you do? :)
So, back to the encounter, I emailed to the very speaker at night. I can tell you, I WAS SO SHY that i do not even dare to approach him. To me, he was like a God, he's the one who's gonna teach me the very art I always wanted to learn for the past 20 years of my life. SPEAKING TO HIM DIRECTLY EVEN FEELS LIIKE AN INSULT TO HIM! So, I emailed him lohz... =D Haha ok, then to cut things short, I try to tell him how much i appreciate his effort to reply me an how much i agree to him on the importance of financial education, and finally with his straightforwardness, which both agitated me a little yet I appreciate his straight to the face 'take-it-or-leave-it' approach, he is willing to meet me. I can tell you, that satisfaction might be much more than falling in love, at that point in time. So, do not misunderstood, I wish to fall in love again too =D
This is problem no.1, he is an international speaker and teacher, who is willing to squeeze a little time to meet me; it's like I am given an opportunity to pursue for something I always wanted in life. Then here comes the problem: the date he's willing to meet me clash with another date: a date with someone who is important, and used to be EVEN MORE important in the past. But well, that's past. Push away, NO, that's once in a lifetime opportunity, although considering the possibility that we might not turn out well. Shift it away, NO, that's an insult to him, who's he? AN INTERNATIONAL TEACHER MAN! Hmm so, as much as i hate it, looks like my the other date have to wait. It just makes me feels like we might not be fated after all SIGH :(
Ok well, cheer up, meeting an international speaker first time in my life, ever since when I am so ON before?! Mayb it's time to do things that i really wants?
Then here comes problem no.2:
I was talking over problem no.1 with Janice and Limin ytd about my problem no.1 (which in fact I had already decide, just keeping my options open if they happen to give me a better alternatives, which didn't) and we link link link to problem no.2: M i doing the right course and m i doing the course that I want in Uni? :-/ I should tell you, I dunno what was going on but suddenly now, all problems seems to surfaced; it was as if God is doing a test on me or playing with me somehow. I should tell you, my parents, especially my mum, was super insupportive when I told her about my attendance in AKLTG. I will wanna tell her one thing, she will reject it. I tell her another, she rejects it. No wonder in many motivational books from successful entrepreneur, they always say THEY WILL BE MANY OTHERS WHO WILL WANNA REJECT YOUR THOUGHTS. Well, I know that coming already, but i still keep my options open.
Ok, then back to story, the qn Janice shakes me a little. Mi doing the right course I want? I can definitely tell you straight at the face, NO!, THATS NOT THE COURSE I WANTED NOW. I can tell you, nothing matters in my mind more other than money education now, any aducation that has to be done with money. It's just that, you see, I always wanted to be rich since young, but don't ask me how yet but i want. And i always go towards it, always waiting for 20-21 so that I can be free from my parents clutches and learn everything I can about money. I can tell you, they are not good people to mess with. Then now i look at my own MATERIAL ENGINEERING course. Hmm, not a bad choice, high in demand researcher and professional. Sure a 'bright' future when i graduate. What a dilemma I m in now!
Yup, right, owells, Life is just about choices. Sometimes good chice you made, does not gives you the good results you wish for. But for now, just hope i don't make the wrong choice.
May you made the righ choice, more adventure to come. Amen :)
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