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What goes around comes around

Life is about making choices. There are many choices in life that eventually inevitable and had to be made one day. From choosing ur courses carefully as u advance to university to selecting ur partner to spend with for another half of ur life, no one wished to make the wrong selection. Perhaps this is why life is ever that challenging and interesting. To the limitation of the outcome we can predict, we can only soar, blindly.

It has been one of the most complicated period of my life. I only told my mum who always clinged onto me unwilling to let go: ma, i m 17. Perhaps 17 is a very harsh word, especially to her. However, it is a signal to her that my life is about to change. Many things happened unexpectedly. Many things u wish to happen, didn't turn up as expectation. Yet certain things still caught me by surprised.

I had made 2 most difficult decisions. However even had solved one, it's still a long way to settle another. This 2 choices just make up to one equation:

people u liked loves u + people u loved like u = complicated.

Somtimes we will notice that the more we wan something, the more distant it appear to be. Just like how each of us everyday hunting for the truth. Most of us one the truth, for if we gave the truth, there's nothing to hide. Yet we had neglected that it's the truth that hurts most. It's a very contradcting idea: we wanna know the truth; we don wanna know the truth cos we know it hurts. Then i constantly asked myself why i'm still pursueing the truth which hurts myself.

I just don wan others to hurt and waste their own time. As time goes, many things change. Yet there are some things which will always remain the same.

On the other hand, me myself is seeking the truth. It's then i realise that to like and to love is totally 2 different world. Thay are very close yet makes a very wide separation. For if u are confused and misinterpreted by both words, u may remained confused in ur whole life. It is not the confusion that i fear, but it is the fusion of both of these elements. Although now i know that even if i were to be her shelter, she would not be there; even if i call her when she needs comfort, she won't be there; even if i waited to spend my joy and share her sorrows, she won't be there; my mind still telling me to advance and advance. SWAT, i'll call myself. Perhaps so many things in life, i'm poor in relationships. Or perhaps, i really confused by the 2 words.

Looks like soon i had to say: i've lost.

There are certain fights which we'll never win, what's ur choice?