Saturday, March 24, 2007
Mystries of lifeLife is such mysterious thing. There are many things in life that follows a certain order: have u ever wonder why things which u desire is so difficult yet those u tried to avoid clash so frequently? How i wish those that i desire can be as much as that i wish to avoid!
Just like the duty for Parent's seminar during last friday. I once told myself never to do Carpark duty again this time round. How about smiling and receive the parents as they entered the college? Sounds fun! And in de end?? Even Mr Ou give me that grin as i met him regarding the carpark arrangement for that night. Well, at least i felt proud for that night. Although it was my boys' first experience is controlling the mega wheelers, they'd done quite a fair well done! Hmm, at least no one get injured. So is the car.
Well, similarly there are other things too. Here;s the first law of probability: the probability of seeing someone u do not wish to see increased as u were with someone u wanted to be with. Anyway don worry, this has nothing to do with any mathematic probability, but a theory of chances. By the way, do correct me if i'm wrong; this theory had slightly faded from my memory. As far as i know, this law is pretty accurate after all.
I'd my goals in life and this time, a different approach. 心想事成.
Sunday, March 11, 2007
My Heart will go on - post devoted to J1 Calypso OglsThere are many people i'm proud of in my life. Other than my peers and some elders i respect, now right after the J1 Orientation, i gotta admit i'd start to look up to the OGLs.
Those young souls taught me many things. They taught me the spirit of never give up. Sometimes when i was real tired of life, even to the extent i wished i would gave everything up. So embarrassed. Look at those OGLs. They didn't even thought of giving up. Og having problem. So how? They stood together to bond everyone. Fusion night preparation was slow. So how? They sped it up. Og not enthusiast enough. So how? They still go crazy till the very last moment!!
Still remember the pre-OGL camp period. Honestly i was so afraid that i would scared them off. I'm already a J2 talking about math and sciences everyday. Furthermore the youth i used to have when i was an Thebans OGL was part of history so long time ago! How would i gonna communicate and guide these young vibrant souls who were so pure and innocent in mind that not knowing they are on the voyage to achieve a big mission? Die i also have to tag with my partner to teach them and expose them as much as they could. It may be cruel, but to let them struggle and learn to swim themselves is the most effective way. But not to forget, i'm the lifeguard that will save them before they drowned.
I would never forget the last fusion night. Indeed, the night held its meaning. It was the most touching moment in my life. The OGLs bravely lead their freshmen, finally turned on after 2 days, to perform their cheer marathon after Calypso performance. At that point in time i hated the college so much. Why can't we have a bigger hall so that i can find seats with them and join in the fun?! Felt so guilty that i was always sitting behind looking after their back. Still, regardless of me and janice's absence, they still fought strongly and stood bravely. They did themselves proud. I'm so proud of them.
It is this orientation that i saw them all grew up from innocent freshies to true leaders as an OGLs.
May these memories be locked within ya and be the magic of ur life.Thebans OGLs, somehow i wish to meet up with ya ppl soon.
Calypso OGLs, think about the joy and happiness together while listening to the Titanic song. Really, i'm touched too.For ya, Titanic- my heart will go on, played during J1 orientation Fusion Night by Calypso
Tuesday, March 06, 2007
Song of my lifeSomehow i fell in love with this song the moment i heard it. Somehow it hinted to me something. Somehow i felt affiliated to it. Somehow it coincidently sang the song of my life.
"What Hurts The Most"
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do
It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do
-RASCAL FLATTS
Ironically love, which builds up happiness, is causing the pain.
Once again, i was numbed.
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