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Cry out loud and Feel my presence

It has been an emotionless week. Somehow I just dunno why. Perhaps, there are certain things in this World which just happened out of no reasons and didn't expect anything from it too.

Yesterday, when i was sitting quietly at one corner in the library doing my chinese composition, i received an unexpected guest. Shucks, he really knows when to come in when i was strongly engrossed with my composition ( well, my chinese teacher better sobbed but not vomit blodd after reading it). Who can it be other than dear MR Yew. Well, i do admit that i do get irritated with the world and somehow i dunno why my anger frequently displayed in his class. Take the last time i'd a conference with him for example, even my friends never know how pissed i'm with the World, yet i'm discussing it with him. God must have made me to trust him a lot.

Well, he just out of nowhere and sat on my table. At my first glance i thought was some buddy dropping by. As quick as i notice, my friends don use colonge. I realised it's him when he asked me that same question; that familiar question which i never fail to identify who he is when asked: "are u still an angry man? " Hilarious, comical yet solemn. Well, in the end i just faked him a smile and he said what have to be said then leave.

" no matter whether are u an angry man or not, most importantly u only have to do the right thing."

Once, i asked him before:

Will u care for the World when the World does not care for u anymore?

Indeed it's hard when u didn't realise the purpose of doing things. It was because of that i was pissed the other time. Hope not this time too. This time i'm just learning to love myself.

For only when you love yourself, then u can love others.

Indeed, loving some1 is difficult. That includes loving them even when they didn't love u. Tormenting.

I'm started to feel that i'm in a transition state. Somehow, I don really feel real. Hmm, perhaps it'll take a few more weeks before i find back my old self? Somehow, i just feel like missing some mysterious person. Is this good?

How wonderful if we can even express to each other through silence. I really missing my own laughter to those cold jokes. I really miss the smiles of others when they heard my jokes.

May happiness showered the World.