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Numb

Well, for don't know why these few days have been feeling a bit numb. Suddenly everything seems not important anymore. Is is a sign that there's no hope anymore? Or is it a flash light to remind me what is it that i worked so hard for, fought so hard to achieve. Whatever the reason is, the sensation is tormenting.

There's always the fear that the weight i'm carrying is going to collapse. The fear is not about the load callapsing, but falling upon you. Every moment sure you will be thinking whether you have completed your revision and ever time you finished revising, there'll be a soft inner voice telling you that the revision is not enough.

Though my exam only stretches for 2 weeks, it's already worrying enough. Despite the abundant last minute revisions, the worry stretched longer. Somehow i missed the days where i just needa take one paper for each subject. Furthermore is not just the work, but catching up with friends too. Somehow or another, priorities seem to have changed. As everyone re-directed their course to fully-academic based strategy, seems like i can't call anyone out till- A' level's over? Shucks, thanks to exam.

Yet for this exam period i'm not losing anything, more on missing everything. Things gonna change, like it or not, gonna change with it. Perhaps this is the transition state, still i gotta change with it. I promised myself after the exam i'll find more time for myself, and that includes promising to accompany wherever she wants to too! :) Provided that the college wil bee more merciful to give me more time in the new timetable too.

Now there's no many mixed emotions, so many problems unsolved so much worries to suspressed.

When the problems you have now is not solved, it does not meant it cannot be solved, but it's meant to be solved later.

I thanked her for being with me every night to accompany my days. I simply just enjoy spending time with her, doing nothing fantastic, but able to feel that she's around with me i shall be contented. Although at most we exchanged sms every night, at this point in time, I'm very glad that she still thought of me at all! Still rmb the ants? They taught me something:

When you are heading towards your destination, do not fail to look around and enjoy the beautiful things around you.

Hold me tight, don't let me drift away. I had seen you, don't let my eyes drift away.

May you find your purpose in life. All the best! ONE MORE WEEK!