Sunday, August 12, 2007
Music: A pianist's storySomehow or another, i seems to be attracted to piano easily. Since young, i always love piano musical, later older, would promised myself one day to pick up piano. Although in the end i ended up being a basketballer, i still hold the dream that one day someone will teach me how to play piano. Coincidently, various pianist stepped into my life. I always feel that being a pianist was cool, fully engrossed in playing the story of a score.
The first pianist was when it was sec 1, one of the first girlfriends i had since 6 years of isolation in a boy's school. I still remember how the feelings i had when i was pretending to cut the structures for our art work while she was fully engrossed in her playing. So soothly and warm, it was as if i could feel the deep stories of her life through the music. For once, I fell in love with music, for once, my first crush. Although it's tempting to hold onto the feeling i had last time, i will not have met one that really touched my heart if i would never let it go.
The second one was Mr Timothy. Haha one of the few interesting dude i met in SR. Although I can say both of us are like buddy now, sometimes i still don really understand what was in his mind. Sometimes as i converse with him, I can feel that concurrently she was thinking of something else. Ha didn't really blame him, i was tangled in this bad habit though. Always happen when not enough sleep. Well, he was one cool charming dude, gotta admit. I bet soon he will be famous for his perforance at the National day eve. Well recognised and applauded. At least he has talents.
Finally was the one who i loved most. Coincidently she was a pianist too. Not that i fell in love with her simply because she was a pianist, I fell in love with her because I feel the warmth and attention of a pianist. There are times when she was discouraged that she was just a rookie. Yet I hope that she will not be discouraged anymore simply because she started to play piano later than others. She was a simple girl. I even once told her that:
she was so innocent and that's she will be easily bullied. Yet it's because of this i ll have to look after her more, to protect her more.She was so innocent that i never wanna hurt her in anyway. She started to talk to me more. I wanna know her more, talk to me. It's optimism that strenthen us together and it is hope that keep us going.
Soon she will be taking her piano exam soon and at most i can only encourage her to finish it with all the best, beautifully.
Many things come in life only once, thus why not just do it beautifully once and for all?just like her: a beautiful person like her only step into my life once, I must as well care for her for all i can since i'm still breathing.
I'm looking forward that she can play Cannon in d one day. Although i initially thought she would be ready soon, looks like i gotta wait for it longer. Well, it doesn;t matter, i'll wait. For when she play it, she do not have to play it the way i heard it in my younger life. I want her to play it with her own style, for the person I love is her, not anyone else.
Maksim's Exodus. Enjoy.
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Kiatiano
18 Aug
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