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Tuesday, November 27, 2007

Roll of Thunder Hear my Cry

Still remember this literature text, potraying from one Black American family's view the Blacks were discriminated by the Whites, in terms of Socio-status and even at the end, by law. The title signifies the agony of the race, under suspression and injustice, unable to voice their rights and suffered from discrimination.

Well, GP was over, of course i was not going to talk abt discrimination here.

My dear is very unwell lately, recurring fever every evening, can't eat well, can't rest well, even throw up everything consumed. She even visited the doctor thrice yesterday night in 2 days, had a jab.

I was heartbroken to see her suffering like this. Everyday cannot rest well and recover from illness so slowly. Every now and then she ll sms me telling me how she felt. It was so painful:

Indeed it was true - pain at the heart is more agonising than the pain on self.

Now only hope that she can get well soon.

Dear don worry about not accompanying me during my break, what matter most now is to see you get well, then i will be enlisted with a peace at heart.

I only hope that before my enlistment Dear Dear can visit this post: no matter what happen I'll be by your side.

May Heaven bless her with good health and recover soon, i pray...

No words can desbribe how much i love and worried for her now: It's pouring, my heart is crying...

Monday, November 26, 2007

There's always: HOPE

Hey ppl! Finally there's time to blog. Although my exam is over for over a week, it's really difficult to get the motivation to blog. Well, so glad that I can sit down now n blogged finally.

Now exams are over, everyone seems to be enjoying themselves. Indeed, heard more and more good news lately. Some of my friends even successfully engaged into a relationship after the A's, GOOD LUCK DUDE!! Though some still prefer to remain single, they had found themselves something to keep themselves occupied. Some went off to work and some who will be enlisted in a month or less, prefer to grasp the long break available before promoted into the next phase of life. Well as for the ladies, they seems to either go work and shop or just shopping whole day. Haha still have many arts of shopping to learn from them! :p

As for me, sadly or otherwise, will be enlisted to Army in one week time. Well, it seems so soon, yet I didn't know whether it's a good news or not.

Positively, it occupied my break. It seems that fate had decided my career and unlike others, work had found me instead of me going to hunt for one. Enlisted into Army is not that bad too: they train me, feed me, groom me and providing lodging for FREE with an even better deal - they PAY me! Haha although the pay is not very much, it's already a very good deal! Hmm bet no one can find such good deal elsewhere.

On the other hand, it seems to come so soon. Despite it might seems that i have most of the time free, with my swimming lessons occupied EVERY evening, i only left with morning till early afternoon. Where can I go with that timing?! Even if i can run around, I can't run far too. So do don't blame me if I gotta leave every outing early, sorry in advance! >.<

Furthermore, there is still something I can't put my heart down. At first I thought after A's I finally will be able to date my dear out, however it seems that it'll be even more difficult for her, cos her holiday lessons had ended! I felt so bad when she had to think of excuses to convinced her parents to come out. Somemore she was illed yesterday. It seems quite bad. It made me felt even worst. Throughout the whole exam period she would made herself free to accompany me before every lesson, yet now when she had fell ill there's nothing i can do for her. I was so touched that I had such a wonderful girl to be my gf, I only hope that the least I could do is to bring her smile during this period or even everyday. Dear, rest well k? I'll pray for ya blessings, get well soon! Miss you...

Now A's are over and my time available seems to be limited, sometimes seems to lost not knowing what to do.

Sometimes doing nothing is not a bad thing.

Now only wish that dear will get well soon. Dear I miss you, may heaven bless my dear with good health and happiness, that's what I ask for now.

Hope...