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Tuesday, December 04, 2007

Lord bless us, He will

Time flies really fast, so soon that I'll be enlisted in 2 days. Indeed there's a little fear in me - phobie that I'll lose my status and insecurity in to an uniform camp, yet even if I feel that way that will not change my day of enlistment either. I will rather be a big man, face it and enlisted on that day with others.

There will be things which I'll miss. One of those is my bed. Wonder if the bed there will be comfy as my house. One thing for sure they do not have afternoon nap. Well, I'll ended up sweaty on my bed in the afternoon anyway, think Tekong's more cooling?

Then I'll miss my friends. They are those who had stepped in my life: though some stayed, some had left. For those who had left, I send equal blessings to thier happiness in life. Yet regardless whether they are still with me or not, I still wanna thank them. Thank you for stepping into my life. Whether we started out as good buddies or ended up separated, it was u all that shaped me into who I'm. It was u all that trained and teach me the principles of life: what is teamwork what is peer support, what is enthusiasm and what is disappointment. Soon in Army I'll be mentally challeged, yet with these basic principles living within me, I know I'll mixed equally well in the army community too. First Thank to my friends.

Second I'll miss my family. In fact I won have anything to say much cos they are cruel: parents who can't wait to see me go army, a mother is so enthusiast than me till to the extent in which there s no difference from her joy now seeing me go army and struck lottery, and a sister who even more than happier for me to go army cos she wans me to experience the joy of camping in being a hardcore camper like her. Think she deserves to go Army too - hidden talent. Well, it was my family that taught me the meaning of life and now it is soon that these teaching will be put to practice. Second thanks to my family.

Lastly, not to be missed, I'll miss my beloved dear dear. My dear dear as never fails to stand beside me. If I'm the shield she will be the sword, if I'm the rain she will be the wind and if i'm liang shan buo she 'll be zhu ying tai. There's no words to describe my affection for her. Whenever I see her hurt, I felt the hurt too. Always thinking that there had to be something that I can do for her to cheer her up. Now time not much left, I hope if I don have the chance to say these to her at least she might read my blog and say it:

Dear dear, thank you for being my beloved girlfriend. Actually i should thank you for stepping into my life at all! I'm so proud of having u as my gf: no matter how others look at you, must remember that it was how you see yourself that is important most. Everyone is meant for something. Some are meant to do big things yet some are meant to do the smallest. Yet in fact it was you that define what you are meant to be. Believe in yourself in what ever you do and go all for it, so long as it is what you want it to be. Darling will belive in you. There are so many things to tell you, but if I were to list everything, it will be even longer than my 6 pages history essay. most important now is to let you know that No matter what happens darling s heart will always be with you, for now. I believe that one day Darling will learn the magic and appear when dear dear needed someone most. I'll lend you my shoulder to lie on when u needed one, be the helping hand to catch you when u are about to fall, the gentle smile to share your joy. Look forward to that day can? Believe. Dear, I love you. I'll come out soon, wait for me.

Loving you is one of the happiest moment in my life and being loved by you is the most enjoyable moments in my life.

*muahz* Dear dear I love you, I'll miss you. Thank you for being with me. I'd done the right thing in choosing you as my gf: I'm so proud - I love you. This Song is for you.

Hope thy lord will bless upon us. There are many things for us to learn, for all of us.

What important most is eventually we have don the right thing and it is what we wants.

May lord bless upon Earth, He will...