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Sunday, February 10, 2008

Happy Lunar New Year!!!

Hey people!!! Happy Chinese New Year!!!

Haha alright, I know I'm a bit lag, but forgive me at least I blogged right?!

This Festive season is definitely an enjoyable one. May be it's because I've been stucked in an island for too long?? Well, either way, hope everyone of ya enjoyaed this festive season too!

This Year I didn't gotta go back to m'sia. Hmm is that suppose to be sad? I dunno... I only know my relatives at M'sia pretty disappointed about it. Everytime when my mummy's ard, the atmosphere never fail to liven up! Not exaggerating, the place can roar from day to night! Haha no doubt that my mummy will gets excited when gathered with her siblings once a year too, even I'll gets excited! But thinking of booking in, sianz... Well, back to New year!! XD

This year, there seems to have many changes too. Haha 'suddenly' two more cousin has bacame a mummy and have more niece and nephew! To think about it, it's either a sign that I'm getting old or it's the generation gap thats why i've so many niece and nephews. I still insits is tha generation gap!!

Well, talking about them, they made me learnt something. They amde me learnt about the importance of a family. Still remember one of my cousin (guy), the last time I remember seeing him, he just had his first child, happy 'gang ho' young man, like nothing can extinguish his fire within. Oh ya, heard he's an officer in the army too! Few days ago, he paid us a visit together with other cousins (most of them married except one engaging soon >.< ) and his second child too! Just a few years, he now looks much... err... more mature :) Use to feel his fire burning, now I can feel he HAVE TO keep his fire burning. Heard he's a army REGULAR now!! Wow...

It's after seeing them then I now knows why my mummy always tell me to study hard. Although most of the time the more I kept quiet the more she nagged, now I know what she's trying to tell me. It's the lesson of priorities that she's trying to teach. She might emphasise the importance of studies and work and financial stability before marriage, I know she's tryingt o teach priorities, shich I'm always blinded by pride that I know it. Seeing them, I can tell most of the faces that they might think they had started it off a little early. Still manageable, but better if a little later. Paying taxes insurance properties then follow by child's welfare future school fees etc... Even for me, yup it's scary. Unless you do not know which one comes first, life can be a little easier. So what my mummy advice me: Do what you have to do now first, others leave it till later :)

It's priorities that one of the difficult lessons in life. These coming few months, or at least until Dear's A'level, there will be a little bit of adjustments. Haha but no worries, not any bad things happened, but to allow more good things to happened. Basically it is for us to do the RIGHT things and the CORRECT things. These few days there have been many changes for me since I entered army, altough not that I'm still use to it. Yet that does not give me the reason not to think about others too. It after this festive season then I realised that how selfish I'm. Everytime I will tell others to do stuff, leading? Yeah do my work. Everytime I 'll tell dear I'll help her, did I? Didn't really understands her work thoroughly too. Soon every week I'll be looking at her assignments too le, sounds like a parents? Yeah maybe, but now a bf doing it.

My mummy met dear and talked to me about her before, not that she knows our relationship too.

She said: she's still a young girl, with a study look. She can even be studying in the uni, honours or sth she likes. If you are a good man, do focus her work with her or just do sth [even if it made her a little stress] . She might not understands now but one day when she grows up, she will know if what you did is right or wrong. Help her to uni, that's what i should do now.

Yup, long story, but I agree too. Suddenly I felt, unkowingly a responsibility had fallen onto my lap long time ago. Now there's no way I can deny but she indeed has to get into uni and I'll have to help her if I love her.

Dear, there are many things which I told you or about to do you might not understand, but eventually I just wanted to do the right thing. Mayb you might find me talking like a parent now, trust me, soon after studies you will understand everything. Dear I love you...

Nothing is more important then doing the right thing.

Although it's hard, if I love her, it worth the try. We will do the right thing. No matter eventually where you ended up, at least we did the right thing.

Wish all the best for this New year! happy festive season!!

[song: almost here by Delta Goodrem and Brian Mcfadden]