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Sunday, May 18, 2008

Tough time don't last, tough man do!

Hey ya everyone! haha think it has been the long long time i last blog le. Shucks didn't noticed that the last time i blogged was New Year, no wonder it's so dusty here (?) *cough cough* XD

Haha ok ok, put all the lame stuff aside, back to blogging. Well honestly, time seems to have flew past real fast since the day I last blogged. It was especially when I was re-posted to my new camp as rifleman and it's since then my life since to ve undergo a 360' change.

Now in my new camp, they followed a new system here. During one of the earlier weeks, the commander wish to welcome all of us, although I'm of those minority that posted into the camp with others stayed since their BMT, and he said to us:

over here we followed a different system, a system in which commanders and man do everything together and the difference is just the responsibilities, unlike BMT which Sergeants are treated like kings and Officers treated like God

*laugh laugh* haha I can't believe he actually said that but it was true hence I wish to be posted out from there so desperately. Now I enjoy a new life here, like as if I was given a second chance.

However, when chances are given, how prepared are you to take that chance? I can tell you all of them in side are either IPPT Silver or at least a pass, I'll have became a minority since I failed my IPPT. Those people there don't run, they fly. Well, still a long long way to go.... :p

At first, still pretty like the place. There I'll gotta book out at fri night and book in a Sun night, which meant I can spend my sat with dear dear. but then Now I'm involved into the National Day activity whcih burn off my weekends. I could not bear to see her cry, see her disappointed face...

Still remembered few weeks ago spent a sat especially with her to celebrate her b'day in advence with her. I'll gotta admit it's not a big one but enough for both of us. I couldn't forget the joy she had when we light up a mini "b'day cake" and the feeling of seeing her in joy when she thank me for the day. I really wish she really stays this happy not just for her birthday, but for her everyday...

Many things had changed and many still yet to change. I always believe that it's just for this 2 years, it'll be over soon. but what I most worried is, will she be able to take it?

I told her before, this is what every man has to go through.

Tough time don't last but tough man do.

Fighting the spitit within, for the things and people I love. One of them is dear, I love you *muahz*