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A missing puzzle piece

Hey yohz every~body! Haax finally back to blog le. Heex sry ya all for e late entry, hope ya all won't mind?? ^^ Hmm but this time no matter how enthusiastic I'm to share with ya things over the blog or thinking how relieved I'll be after telling out my heart, this time the emptiness will stay with me, till my dear comes back...

Heex think it's very misleading that makes u think something terrible had happened between both of us? Haax well, don't worry, nothing had happened, it's just my dear left for hong kong yesterday. It was suppose to be a enjoyable trip, left with a cheerful departure. But part of me feels that both of us are separated with a painful reluctance.

Perhaps it was when dear dear was about to leave, that it made me think more clearly about us. Seriously, it was heartbreaking trying to cheer her up whenever she sounds sad about leaving for the trip, because I felt the same way too. She meant a lot to me. It was as if both of us were like a siamese twins (?) just that both of us were a couple: we sticked to each other - we do things togather, we enjoyed every moment together, we chat we played... We sticked to each other even closer tighter even after we fought we argued. And I even told her both of us were inseparable in hearts even if we were to be separated by distance. It's true. Although she had just left for 1 day and most probably had enjoyed her first day in Hong Kong, i had missed her very badly. It was as if she had left for a year and I'm still waiting for her return.

Now without her presence, perhaps it was the feeling that both of us had broke up and I will never want to ffeel that way. There is a hole in my heart, only can be filled up by someone and is waiting for her to fill it up for me. My heart is not complete, my life is not complete without her. Every moment I've been thinking about her, wondering if she's safe, wonder if she's taking care of herself, especially when she's so sensitive to cold weather and Hong Kong is at an average of 13~15 'C now. Every now and then I'll do prayers for God to bless her an enjoyable and safe trip. Looks like for this week, I'll miss her voice, miss her presence, miss her company. I'll miss her care, miss her warmth, miss her love.

Yet no matter how terrible it felt, I'll still take care of myself, it's the promise i made with her, and I'll.

When people say that:

One will only learn to cherish when it's gone

I do not believe it. Cos I've already cherish her effort and heart to be in a relationship with me since the start, it's just that everyday I love her deeper and miss her more.

Dear, I miss you. I'll be right here waiting for you... Bless you ^^